I LOVE HIM! I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!

HOLA! :D

So, I'm back! *waits for cheers but there's only silence and a little wind swishing*

Summer is a very odd time of the year. Even though you aren't doing ANYTHING, you still won't do what you were supposed to. Like blogging. I have so much free time. But I just don't. Sometimes, I just lie on the bed. And do nothing. Just lie there. Not sleeping, not thinking hard. I just lie there.

I wanted to write. I really did. But I didn't have enough will power.

So, now I am.

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Fictional Characters and Love <3

I finished reading The Hunger Games, recently. And I was sure I was in love with Gale and Peeta. I was torn between them. I couldn't choose. I felt like Katniss herself. Torn between two lovers. I felt like I have to make a decision but I couldn't because I love them both. And it was like a life-changing decision.

Then I realized, THEY DON'T ACTUALLY EXIST! :O
Yes, I think I need therapy too.

What's funny is, a lot of people find themselves falling in love with fictional characters. Sometimes, it goes to an extent of having to test the person for schizophrenia.

See, the reason we fall in love with these non-existent males, is because they are portrayed so perfectly. Like, if Gale was described like this: 'He had an odd facial structure, greasy black hair and he was far too skinny. He was awkward and shy all the time. Not a single muscle in his body. But he was a nice guy.' WELL, IT DOES NOT MATTER IF HE IS A NICE GUY! There are loads of nice guys around us that look like something the cat dragged in (No, offense, you guys. I don't look that nice either, so I'm also one of you.). If you described Peeta as: 'He had the most gorgeous blue eyes, amazing blonde hair and a Greek god-like body. But he was an a$$ h0le.' Some of us might like him. Gape over him, even. BUT NEVER TRULY LOVE HIM.

People say that looks don't matter. But if they don't, how come everyone goes for the pretty and the hot ones, huh? THEY DO MATTER. And I'm not going to lie and say that they don't. 'Cos deep in your heart, you know you feel the same way. Everybody agrees with me, I know. But they will never admit it. -.-

Falling in love with fictional characters is a way of showing how we NEED, not want, the perfect guy. Or else we might turn into a psychoanalogy case. And maybe someday there will be someone amazing.
And he will be matter. Something that has weight and occupies space. All we can do is wait.

And wait.

And wait.

That was, like, so like, true. Uh, like, really.

Don't you feel some times that your life sucks? Maybe you'll never have what you want? Never get that SPECIAL something everyone else seems to have? Well, look around. Everyone feels the exact same way. :S

Hi. Long time, eh?
I had exams. And then lots of social functions. :|

In today's time, us teenagers are faced with many troubles. Is our hair cut good enough? Do I look fat in this t-shirt? What if he/she never likes me? Why does no one care about me? How do I make-up with this friend?

The fact is that during your teen years, since you are maturing (Ugh.) your mindset changes. You start having completely different opinions about something than you had about it before. You start thinking differently. You feel that you have to live up to someone's idea of who you are. You think that maybe if you do a, b, c things than maybe you will be good enough for people to befriend you.

The world today is entirely materialistic. Hardly ever you come across someone who will be 100% confident about who they are and will not care about other people's opinion about them. Why should they? According to them, they are awesome.

Insecurities. All of us have them. Some of us are very bad at hiding them and some of us are very good. We may not recognize them as insecurities, but they are what they are. What we don't get is that our insecurities are what will hold us back in life. It will prevent us from being "awesome".

Popularity is another thing we all want. While some may not show their desire, others are too open about it. Not being popular or being a "loner" is one of the many reasons causing depression in teens today.

Parents also have a part in this play. They often do not understand that since we are going through all this stuff outside of the house, we are bound to be a little agitated about it. And if we are constantly nagged about how we are behaving and how irresponsible we are, we'll sure as hell get pissed off at them.

Also, our "education" can be a big pain-in-the-neck. It is bad enough that we have to go under all that peer pressure without education thrown in the middle. Yes, it is obviously this hugely important part of our life without which we would grow up to be nothing and will not be able to buy that car we have been dreaming of since we were six. Needless to say, a good education is essential, but it is also very stressful for us. We often have to decide between our Math homework and "that rich kid's party at his house, the one with the Olympic-sized swimming pool". Wonder which one we end up choosing ..

So all of us have issues. Issues of being overweight, ugly, poor, friendless, etc. So unless you are this super-smart, super-friendly, super-rich and super-gorgeous person, you are bound to go through some kinds of problems in life.

Teenagers go through a lot of shit these days. Yes, it looks like we are having an awesome time (which we SOMETIMES do) but we also have problems that we have to deal with ourselves.